I was reminded this afternoon of how truly blessed I am to be married to such an amazing man. These last 6 months have been the hardest of my life. Watching Charity go through everything that has happened has completely stopped my world to some extent. As we laid in bed this afternoon, Mike just let me cry and talk. I was able to express things that I haven't really talked about since Charity was diagnosed with cancer. I probably cried for a good 20 minutes...and he just held me and let me bawl. It was exactly what I needed and he knew it. He didn't say anything...just let me talk and held me.
Through all my ramblings as I cried, I was able to realize things as I put my thoughts into words...and through those realizations I was able to get rid of some fears that I've been holding inside since August. Mike encouraged me and validated some of my fears...and I really needed that. So once again I realized how greatly God has blessed me with Mike as not only a husband, but my best friend.
I realize how sappy this all sounds...but I'm okay with that. I guess that's one of the perks of blogs...it's mine and I can write about whatever I want. :-)
I love you Michael Jon...thank you for everything.
2.17.2008
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Natalie you and Mike are such an awesome example for Eric and I. We love you.
I have charity's name on a sticky note of my prayer list.
love you
sarah
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